Question about addictions.
I've been using various drugs for around 7 or 8 months now — benzos, amphetamines, coke, prescription meds, opioids, pretty much everything. In the end I decided to stop because of my health and because I didn’t really feel the need to keep using.
I stayed clean for about 3 weeks until I had a day off work and ended up getting high again, not impulsively, just because I felt like enjoying it. I ended up drinking, taking some Rivotril drops, some Toseina (codeine), and smoking crack.
Now I’ve stopped again, and neither during those 3 weeks nor now have I really felt withdrawals or cravings. Am I just lucky and naturally less prone to addiction, or is it just because I stopped for a relatively short amount of time that I don’t feel the urge to use again?