u/Pickoneforeme

50m, bisexual. Married to a woman. I hope I'm welcomed here. I need some guidance I think and don't want to ask in a bisexual group....

I've been bi since I was a teenager. Did a few things then, etc. First actual sex with a guy I was early 20's. I'd get that urge 3-4 times a year. I would say I was a bottom/vers then. I loved giving oral. I tried once or twice to finish the guy with my mouth, but I just couldn't do it. Not even close. I wanted to like it so bad, lol.

So, for the next 30 yrs, not much changed. I'd get that "only-a-guy-can-scratch" itch 3-6 times a year. Until 2 years ago. It wasn't a slow transition, but a sudden one. Cum, cum, cum. It's all I could think about. Dick, cum, swallow. Full blown fetish. Hooked up with a guy and continued head when I knew he was gonna cum. If erotic is a taste, then that's what it was. And when I swallowed it made me more turned on than I think I'd ever been. Please no moral reminders. I know. I'm jait trying to understand. It's been two years. Its not a phase. I've been with 6 guys in one day. 2 guys every weekend is the norm. I've had anal too. Same thing. Two separate times the guy wore a condom and it killed the mood. Also, don't worry. I know that was super unsafe. Not having anal anymore at all. But, what's going on? The inky reason it's 2ish guys a week is that's the amount of free time I have. I'm completely a bottom. I want to be very submissive.

Can anyone relate?

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u/Pickoneforeme — 2 days ago

M4M - 50m married. Any other bi married guys that are active?

If my wife (or literally anyone irl) knew how many loads I've swallowed or how many guys have fucked my ass they would be absolutely stunned. Anyone relate?

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u/Pickoneforeme — 2 days ago