I lead a social justice group at my university and we were doing a march with BLM a couple of years ago. There was an older black man there who had been following my work and was so excited to meet me. After the march he really wanted me to come home with him for dinner. I didn't think it would be sexual at all.
Once we got there it because more clear that he wanted to undress me. I panicked. I didn't want to do anything with him. I had a bf and I wasn't attracted to him at all, but I also knew that I didn't want to hurt him so I went along with it. It was the hardest thing I've even done but it made him so happy. He appreciated how hard it was for me and even enjoyed that.
u/Pillowskey — 25 days ago