Spice is really a shit drug
I posted under Dissociative because this cananabanoid is crazy.I wouldn’t want to disgust my age but let’s just say im a “growing boy” that’s all. I first started smoking spice/k2 summer of 25 when I found out like many other people I was going to be drug tested, for my sport, football.
I lost a insane amount of weight in a couple of weeks but that was a different formula then to now, I stopped using when summer ended and football ended and went back to weed but I ended up building a tolerance 4 months into doing this so I ended up going back to spice.
I started abusing spice I say abusing because all I will do is go from nod out to nod out and if it wasn’t that, I was out looking for money to buy more and go on my next nod out. But it’s the minutes in between that I don’t like the feining. Feining on spice sucks and it makes me feel this overwhelming depression like anxiety to where all i can think about is my next fix. Have you ever had your mom text you a screen shot of your shitty grades then they text you they are beating your ass when you get home and you just get that horrible feeling in your stomach knowing your gonna arive to a beating, it’s the exact same if not more exhausting. I spend all my money just to go to sleep, I look like a panda because of the nodding out and the loss of sleep I get also I often wake up every few minutes, every 30 or so I just to smoke and go back to sleep to feel normal. I don’t know if it’s just this recent formula but it has me going crazy, questioning ethics, reality and overall morality i need something to break me from this endless cycle. Ive been wanting to quit smoking ever since it became a habit and I believe that if i took a magical journey to never-ever land and come back up reborn i will be better but I don’t know, I live in the ass crack of south Texas and the only physics there are are the endless shitty smoke shop that i need this journey for my own well being, im currently going in school also and sitting in that class without it is hell. These are just my spice withdrawls, sweaty everywhere, can’t eat , can’t sleep .