The Dubcon Groom, part 2 [m18, f28] [religious] [femdom] [shame] [dubcon] [spanking]
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(This is a companion to The Dubcon Bride, and part 2 in it's own series. I will put part 1 of The Dubcon Groom on the comments)
(Seth)
It has been a week since I last sinned. That's a lie. It's been a week since I... pleasured myself in front of Pastor Rebecca. I've been lusting after her all week. Doing that was supposed to shame me into not masturbating until my wedding night. It didn't work, it's all I've thought about. Something is wrong with me.
Rose doesn't know about how the counseling session went. She didn't ask, I didn't tell. Hers have been a mystery to me as well.
"Are you ready, Seth?" Rebecca calls me into her office and I part ways with Rose. "Have a seat ober there."
Slumping into the seat, I look at the floor. How can I admit to lusting after her all week? Yes it's shameful, but it appears that shame isn't enough to stop me from sinning.
"So, Seth," she says, sitting across from me in a tousled blouse and pencil skirt like last time. "Tell me how your week has been. Have you successfully conquered sin?"
"It worked, I haven't pleasured myself all week." Unable to face the shame of it, that's all I tell her.
"Very good," she says, jotting down some notes. "And what about lust? Last time you were here you failed at holding back your lust for me. Did you lust any more after leaving my office?"
(Rebecca)
"Not for Rose," he says, avoiding the question. Still, it's an answer I love hearing. I've taken his thoughts from his fiancee.
"Ah, well that's good," I say. "We won't have to cancel your wedding here at this rate. But what about me?"
"You?" He plays dumb.
"Seth," I scold, putting down my pen and staring at him. "I can't sign off on you being ready for marriage if you can't be honest with me. You know what I mean. Have you had any impure thoughts about me?"
He puts his head in his hands. "Yes." I can tell he's starting to cry.
I walk over to him, my hips close to his head, I place a hand on his shoulder. "Seth, this is all part of getting you ready for marriage. I can see you're ashamed. That's exactly what we want. If we can get you to feel enough shame, you won't sin anymore."
(Seth)
Her hand on my shoulder shouldn't feel as good as it does. It sends shivers down my spine. It awakens the part of me I hoped wouldn't be.
"But the problem..." it's so difficult to admit this part. "The problem is that I've looked forward to this. I wanted this. My body wanted this. It isn't working. I shouldn't want it but I do."
She kneels down in front of me, our faces so close I smell her perfume. "We just didn't do enough. It's going to take more drastic measures than last time if we want you to be shamed enough to stop. Seeing my breasts and you pleasuring yourself won't be enough this time."
My heart sinks. I felt bad enough last time after doing that. I had to do more?
"Don't look so downcast, Seth." Rebecca has me stand. "Let me show you something." She leads me to a locked drawer with a photo album. "These are some of the drastic measures we might have to take."
What I see shocks me. It's pictures of men with Rebecca. Some men are masturbating, others she's spanking, one, Rebecca is wearing some contraption and putting it inside the man. If she hadn't been holding the book I would have dropped it. I know those men, they go to church with me.
"These men needed help too," she says, closing the book. "We're going to keep amping up our sessions until we find something that works for you. Some men end their lust with what we did last week, others need more. You're part of the latter group."
"I thought these stayed confidential," I say, thinking of the faces I had seen in the pictures.
"They are," she says, giving me a serious look. "You won't tell anyone what happens in this session just like you won't mention who was in the pictures. They moved past their sin and gave me permission to show them to other men who needed help. You and I don't need to take pictures or videos unless it comes to that point."
All I can do is nod.
"Now, we should start with the next step," she says, removing her top. "Obviously me being topless didn't work last time, so I'll need to take everything off."
I squeeze my eyes closed in embarrassment, wishing it didn't have to come to this. I was a weak, pathetic man for not being able to overcome sin.
"Take yours off too," she orders, her breasts exposed. Her skirt and panties come off next, and I have to look away. "Look at me. You'll never overcome sin if you fight our sessions, now take your clothes off."
I'm slow to act, unbuttoning my dress shirt. When I take too long, she comes over and starts stripping me, which makes my lust so much worse.
"Seth, this is the one place and one time you can lust." She's kneeling in front of me, pulling my manhood out, it springs out of my pants near her face, causing my face to turn beet red. "If you hold back now, we'll only have to do it again next week. You held back last week, which is why we're doing it now. So stop it. Take control of your sin. Show me what it wants."
It's the only way... Taking a deep breath, I allow my lust to come out. It's the hardest, most shameful feeling. To start, I don't look away from Rebecca. Seeing her down there, near my...
"You like seeing my face by your cock?" she asks, seeing how I've been looking at her. "Do you want to pleasure yourself this time, or would you prefer I use something more intimate?"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't feign ignorance," she says, looking upset. "You know what a blowjob is. Lying only makes things worse."
"Y-yes," I say, thinking of her mouth on me.
"That's better," she says, actually taking hold of my cock with her hand. It makes me shiver, my breath catching.
I've only ever touched myself. She's about to put her mouth on me when I can't hold it. It shoots out, landing on her face and inside her open mouth.
(Rebecca)
Having virgin men cum for me when barely touching them is what I live for. Seth looks so embarrassed and ashamed of himself, not just for sinning, but for losing control of his body so fast. This next part will be so much fun.
"What a shame, Seth," I say, swallowing what ended up in my mouth. "We almost got your sin out. It wanted you to have my mouth on it but we couldn't even get that far. Next time. It's a shame we couldn't get it this time. I know something that might help though."
"What's that?" he asks, unable to meet my gaze anymore.
"Bend over the chair." I stand up and lead him to the chair. "This is to train you to dislike sinning." Reaching under the chair, I pull out a riding crop. "You'll be sorry you sinned today."
(Seth)
Without fully comprehending what's coming, I feel the riding croo hit my backside with more force than I thought was possible from the petite woman that is Rebecca. A grunt escapes me from the surprise of it.
"Say you're sorry," she commands, hitting my backside again.
"Ow, I'm sorry!" It hurts so much more than I thought possible. Perhaps it's because of the shame I feel. When I was a kid, I didn't feel remorse like I do now. "I'm sorry!"
*Slap!*
*SLAP!*
*SLAP!*
She doesn't stop until I'm crying. It stings so much and I'm so embarrassed that I can't help but cry.
"That's better," she says when I'm sure my backside is red and raw. "You've been such a bad boy today. You deserved this. You put your sin on me and it wasn't even worth it. You wasted my time."
I'm blubbering. Slumping off the couch, I grovel at her feet. "Please forgive me."
"Good, you remembered," she says, caressing my head. "Now what?"
"Thank you, for helping me try to get rid of my sin." I can barely get the words out through my crying.
"Will you do better next time?"
"I will."
"Good." She holds the riding crop under my chin, making me look up at her with tears blurring my vision. "Now get dressed and leave. I have to pray for forgiveness for myself, and you have to face your fiancee knowing you've failed her."
I leave the office, feeling worse than I've ever felt before. I only hope I can do better next Wednesday.
(this is fictional fantasy)