F23 bi and in relationship

So I've been with my boyfriend (31M) for 6 years... in the beginning, I believe he expressed very clearly to me that he wasn't super serious about dating or anything like a relationship yet, like commitment. Which was fine with me. Anyways. So we spent more time together, found that we decided to be together and in the beginning it was chill. Then we started watching porn and stuff together, and he showed me a lot of stuff he was into. He's definitely kind of the misogynistic type and definitely lusts over other women. I've basiclly been his porn widow for the whole relationship and for those who don't know what a porn widow is = it is a girlfriend/wife whose boyfriend/husband is addicted and or more attracted to porn. (Altho in all fairness, my man is just blatantly addicted to girls, period lol.. one time we were in Walmart, and I caught him looking at another girl... I was literally talking, and then when I turned to look up at him.. his eyes were turned elsewhere... and I honestly got hurt and upset.. then he got upset because I got upset. lol.) Anyways.. we've discussed actually bringing a girl into the bedroom for real.. *officially making me a cuckquean altho it hasn't happened yet, but I've been talking to a girl who seems interested. Honestly, tho... through out the years of all of this... I've been into exhibitionism and showing myself off online, which I done even b4 meeting my bf. It's basically how we met. Anyways, I've found another way recently to cope and relieve any frustrations.... I love flirting with hot guys around my job. It's easy because I am a hotel housekeeper/maid... and lately, there have been a lot of construction men around.... fucking so much hotter and more fit than my bf... I love being social with them and flirting.. when I make those men smile or anything I just imagine getting on my knees to suck their stranger dick and even asking them to show my bf

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u/Putrid-Snake918 — 10 days ago

22F-taken-first time

Soo I am a bi-curious, almost 23 yr old, alt girl in a relationship with a 31 yr old man and today I did something I never thought I'd do..

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So I wake up extra early in the a.m. to help my bf get ready n leave for his work. Once he left today I stayed up a little bit and felt horny so I played..... I guess that feeling stuck with me later on because for the first time... I masturbated at work..!

I am a hotel maid/housekeeper and there was really no way I was going to be able to enjoy myself doing this, in other words if I wanted to feel good/bust one i had to do it the quickie way. So.. I basically just spread my legs and grinded/humped the sofa/couch arm rest... 😅😩 I just couldn't help it... didn't need to take clothes off, anything really, just rubbed my lil clit against something n gave myself a little energy boost lol😭 Idk if I should tell my bf or not...

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u/Putrid-Snake918 — 20 days ago

23F bisexual and taken.

Hi there.. So I've been with my bf for about 6 years soon! He's 31, so older than me, and has had more experience... ive been his porn widow for a long while since we've been together and I won't lie ive found my own little sneak ways to cope. Today.. I did something I haven't ever done b4. So our anniversary is coming up, as I said, 6 years soon, and I went to Walmart today to purchase some items for our vacation.. I decided to wear a tank top with no bra on today and.. the first hot guy I saw, when no one else was around/looking, I pulled down the top of my tank top and expose both of my tit's to him. I saw him smile from ear to ear n then look away and so then after I quickly jetted off so as to 'dissappear'. It was honestly a little humiliating but mostly exciting! Also, I don't regret it at all.

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u/Putrid-Snake918 — 1 month ago

23 yr old F taken - and bi.

Sooo... firstly, greetings! 🖖 and imma start off by saying I am technically bi *curious* I've never even kissed a girl b4... all of my intimate experiences have been with guys... and currently I am in an almost 6 year relationship with my boyfriend who is older and had more experience than me... (he's still very interested in more experience as well tho, specifically like an ffm threesome) and so honestly there are a lot of times I've considered going to the bar to get myself out there more and like meet other people, see if there's any interest or attraction that sparks~ I don't really have a lot of friends, I have a small tight circle (lol, pun) but fr. There is this one girl I've been msging who isn't far away, I low-key have a crush on her, and she's said she'd be down to do stuff with us both.. so I feel like it's time to fully embrace this dark and naughty side of myself.. give into my bfs fantasies as well and all while experiencing something entirely new to myself

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u/Putrid-Snake918 — 1 month ago

Hello! ~

So, I've been with my current bf for about 6 years (in june).~ my confession is that 1 time we went out to this one sort of lake park spot we know about. We decided to bring a joint and smoke it and then we got in the mood and we found a spot off the trail to mess around~ I started getting on my knees on the messy forest floor to suck him off... but literally soon as we started... we had to hurry and run out of there because we got caught! We were near the lake and noticed some canoe/kayakers coming by, and they were looking in our direction, so we dashed, lol. Probably 1 of my most exciting and 'different' sexual experiences, heh.

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u/Putrid-Snake918 — 2 months ago