Pregnancy Update: 5 Months In
Not quite 5 months in, but close enough. Time certainly has gone by. I appreciate all the questions and comments I have received. I admit, when I posted, I wasn't sure what I would get, so I appreciate the overall positivity or just curious nature. Wanted to give an update to everyone who might be interested and give answers to the main questions I have received: why and who.
As for the who, he is here on Reddit. He's given permission to tag him: u/Quiet-Variation-947. He's also been involved in swinger and open relationships and has been a bull for many other cuck couples. We will always be grateful to him.
As for the why, I want to touch on a two ideas I don't see here very much: Compersion and Self-Awareness. Compersion is the overall satisfaction, joy and happiness that you get when you see others happy. I love my wife. And I love seeing her have fun. Yes, of course, it's absolutely sexual to watch her. She's my favorite porn star! But I do sincerely enjoy seeing her pleasured. An orgasm is great, sure, but short lived. The way I "get off" on watching her be fucked and cum more times than she can count and end the night totally excited by her own sexuality, raw femininity and primal behavior...yeah, that's worth more than any number of orgasms. So that is a big draw for me. As for Self-Awareness, I find it reasonable, intelligent and downright proper for men to be self-aware of who and what they are. This would has enough trickery and fake people. I refuse to be that. I'm proud of who and what I am. I'm a damn good husband. I'm a damn good provider. If I can be so bold, I would put many other men to shame with my intelligence and business acumen, demonstrated by my ability to fully retire this early in life with zero financial concerns. But I'm not an "Alpha". Don't care to be one. I'm not the guy who fucks like he hates you. I'm not the guy with the sexual capabilities that make women swoon. I'm your average guy in that department, probably slightly less. Never had a huge sex drive, never been one to test the limits. I'm your basic missionary kinda guy. And I accept that. So when I have the opportunity to let another man express his masculinity with my wife, including breeding and sowing his seeds, I accept that. I'm not a breeder. I'm just not, and I'm OK with that and, ultimately, don't care if anyone outside of my wife is. So, long answer to a short question, but I hope that gives some insight to my why.