u/ReaperofLightning872

i just have been feeling like shit the past few weeks.

i was crying and having a mental breakdown (more like just crying in my bed and flinching) last night about how i dont deserve love and that all my loved ones are going to die soon and i'll just be alone.

i also feel like no matter how kind, intelligent and loyal i am, i'm no different than the system and one mistake, then i'll just be an evil sack of shit who hurts others.

i also feel like i shouldnt enjoy things i like because its not worth it and im just doomed anyway.