I (18f) want him (46m) so bad it hurts 😭
Hes so hotttt ughh idk what my problem is but its worse than normal lately n i want him so bad it aachesss. I love him so much like i know its dumb but ever since i was a kid i really feel like im in love w him for real. Im never gonna do anything bc this is real life n it would destroy my family n wouldnt be safe if my dad ever found out abt ANYTHING but oh my god. He looks so good n he smells so good n hes so much bigger than me n i love him so much. Its so much worse than normal lately n idk why but like the last 3 days i keep waking up from dreams abt him where im so messy down there 🫣 n my heartbeat is so so so hard down there aahhhh. In the dreams nothing is even happening hes just like hugging me or touching me like normal but i just want to touch him so bad 😭💕 its achinggg i cant think my hips t trying to grind into the mattress my head is so fuzzy aahhhh i feel so empty n squirmy. Hips wont hold still, insides keep squeezing trying to feel himmm n hes not there to feel it