This is a confession, fantasy, and question.
I come from one of the north african countries with a muslim background and culture. Both go hand in hand strictly against my, over the years, acquired desire to watch a big dick white guy fuck my hijabi girlfriend, who's a very conservative muslim, for me while I watch.
It got so bad to the extent that whenever we are doing anything sexual, be it physical or verbal, I feel like showing her pictures of white guys with cocks and preferably big balls too to let her know how small I am in comparison, and see whether this awakes her curiosity and turns her on.
But unfortunately, I stick to tradition as I must because if she didn't like this, I'd have a very big problem and might lose her.
Does anyone have experience with this, or have actual useful ideas how to open up to her about this?
P.s.: She's petite, busty and super hot.