u/RemarkableStudy2744

I keep going back to the same man I thought what we had was love but he has left me and begged me back more times then I could count. We’ve been together two years but the last year was more not together then together. I feel so in love with him when he’s with me then I’ll get impending doom anxiety that he’s gonna leave and crush me and with in two days he does EVERYTIME. it hurts almost worse every-time he leaves me. I always think there’s someone else he’s so secretive. How do I force myself not to text him how do I get my mind off of him? This cycle has to end. I don’t want to feel this way. When is my cup going to be full of this heartache? Any ideas on breaking the cycle? Please help ya girl out. 😞