u/ResponseFederal9656

I am aware that I may end up alone at some point in myt life.
I think is worth it. I can't imagine myself in a vanila relationship, I would lie to myself and feel empty and alone all the time.
I like to think that I am, building unique moments and memories to people that share moments with me.
Just that sometimes I feel alone, especially when I wait alone before a bigger event. The build up tension can be sometimes overwelming.
What can I do to feel less lonely, outside the moments where I am sharing myself or I am being shared. Mentally and pohysically I can't give myself all the times, as I need to recover. In those moments sometimes can feel....lonely and... I feel useless....