So basically I had a brain injury so they give me a lot of shit. Vyvanse and Adderall both, baclofen and gabapentin. So here's my thing. I used to drink every night and wanted to stop so I used the gabapentin. Still do but I'm out. I can stop after a few beers tho it's not completely dangerous but I still don't wanna drink.
So when Im coming down from the stims, I smoke weed. This is fine for a min but I get anxiety. The crash without weed would suck. I'm outta gabapentin for a week and have a few clonazepam but they make me way out of it and can get bars if I wanted. I get all this sounds fucked up but I do have a life this way so the balance if done right is super beneficial.
I don't want a benzo addiction and don't like downers, but it's kinda like that drink or feel shitty tonight. So what would y'all do? And yes I'm an idiot that's fine. I've accepted that lol.