I have no idea if this is the right place, but I've failed at this more times than I've succeeded, so obviously I need to try a new approach. I've been addicted to opiates for well over a decade due to chronic illness and chronic pain from too many surgeries to count. I've got my second cancer in less than 5 years with tumor removal surgery in possibly 6 months. Unfortunately, my tolerance to pain meds is insane. Just to get relief, I have to take 150mg of oxy at one time. I want to step down safely to try and lower my tolerance because I know that the doctors won't prescribe me the same dosing while I'm in the hospital. The ultimate goal is to either stop them completely, or at least get back to a sustainable dose.
What do you think is a safe amount to cut back while also avoiding withdrawal symptoms? I'm fine with the upset stomach, mild insomnia, sweating, and such. Really just trying to avoid the "I feel like I'm losing my mind" part. I think cutting back by halves might work, but I've never had to work down from this amount before. Any advice is appreciated. If it's not the right community for this, please let me know and I'll fix it. Thanks in advance.
TLDR: Addict wants to stop and isn't sure where to start.