I’ve never posted anything like this before, but I don’t remember feeling like this before. I’ve always been to dominate type, dating girls younger than me and being the aggressive one in bed.
I’ve been going to therapy recently (yay men going to therapy) and it’s been stirring up a lot of emotions. Mostly about how I’ve had to fight my whole life, and be on my own my whole life. How I couldn’t really depend on anyone and everything I needed I had to fight for.
Lots of crying in sessions, lots of anger towards my mother, and lots of other stuff had me realizing that sometimes I need to be taken care of.
I guess that’s what I’m looking for. I had a girlfriend once that let me put my head in her lap while she played with my hair, and it’s the last time I ever remember feeling comfortable and whole. If anyone wants to let me lay on their lap and play with my hair… I’d love that. I think I’m pretty attractive, girls have always liked me, and I’d be happy to do anything for you. Mostly wanting to chat and explore this side of myself.
Myself, 34, tall, white, messy brown hair, fit, I don’t drink or do drugs, mild mannered but funny, business owner, usually busy but I make time for what matters… I guess let me know if you want a picture.