u/Sad-Kaleidoscope3778

So I've developed this habit. Ritual, really. And I need to know if I'm alone in this or if other people have gone this deep down the rabbit hole of their own pleasure.

It started about six months ago. I was stressed, couldn't sleep, decided to masturbate to knock myself out. But I was enjoying the build-up so much that I kept stopping right before the edge. Just to prolong it. To stay in that floating, aroused state where everything feels electric.

Now it's every night. I get home from work, lock my door, strip completely naked (there's something about being nude that makes it more intense), and lie back on my bed with just a small mirror propped up so I can watch myself. I don't touch my clit for the first twenty minutes. Just my breasts, my neck, my thighs. Teasing. Building. Letting the anticipation pool between my legs until I'm actually dripping onto my sheets.

Then I start. Slow circles. So slow it almost hurts. I watch my face in the mirror - the way my mouth opens, the flush spreading across my chest. I get close, back off. Get close again, back off. I do this for hours sometimes. Two, three hours of just me and my body, learning exactly how to hold myself on that precipice.

When I finally let myself come? It's not even like a regular orgasm anymore. It's this full-body convulsion that leaves me sobbing, shaking, unable to move for twenty minutes. My vision actually goes gray at the edges. I've bitten my lip hard enough to bleed.

Regular quick orgasms don't do anything for me now. I've spoiled myself. I need the marathon. I need the desperation.

Does anyone else do this? Edge themselves for hours solo? What does your routine look like?

Guys,have you ever been with a woman who edges herself like this? Did you find it hot or frustrating? I've wondered what it would be like to have someone else control the denial instead of doing it to myself.

Girls who've mastered their own edging - what's your record for how long you've held yourself there? I hit four hours last Saturday and I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience.

I'm obsessed with talking about this now that I've discovered how good it can be.dmsabsolutely open if you want to share your own techniques, swap stories about marathon sessions, or just tell me what gets you to that place where you're begging yourself for release.