26m any real F? 10 years with one person, and now I’m trying to figure out who I am again.
I just got out of a 10-year relationship, and honestly, I don’t even know how to process everything.
While she’s out having fun with this guy, she comes back every other night telling me she wants to make things work with me. Then she goes right back to him. Meanwhile, I’ve been completely celibate for over three months, stuck in this weird limbo while trying to figure out what the hell my life is supposed to look like now.
I gave this woman 10 years of my life. I never cheated on her. I was loyal the entire relationship. I lost my virginity when I was a sophomore in high school, and not long after that I met her. She ended up being the only person I was with for basically my entire adult life.
So yeah, part of me is angry. Part of me feels like I wasted my youth without ever getting the chance to experience anything else.
I know what I bring to the table. I know my value. I know I’m a good man, and I know I have a lot to offer someone. I just hate feeling like people don’t recognize that until it’s too late.
I’m 26. I’m a Scorpio. And honestly, I feel like I’ve spent enough time sitting around waiting for someone else to decide whether I’m worth choosing.
Maybe it’s finally time for me to choose myself…?