u/SadDetective5004

Panic attacks and facing reality

I've been on Suboxone almost two weeks and have started having anxiety attacks every night. I stopped taking clonidine because I was afraid it would kill me if I took both the same day.

My anxiety was so bad I ended up calling 911 the other night because my heartrate was so high and I started sweating.

I felt like something really bad was happening to me.

I had a appointment with my Doctor today and he said I could go ahead and take the clonidine if my anxiety gets bad.

I'm still nervous though. With my parents dying there is no other family around for my kids. They are grown, but still need me.

I've been on opioids for many years. Maybe the stress is catching up with me now that I'm off of them and facing reality.

It's all just too much for me right now. I am proud that I haven't used anything else since I started taking Suboxone.

I've started having some cravings, but I know I cannot go back to doing that stuff again. I can't afford it. I need therapy.

I'm supposed to meet with a therapist tomorrow through the Suboxone clinic. I'm hoping that might help.

My house is a mess and I look terrible. I realize I've barely been functioning this past year. I've lost 50 pounds and none of my clothes fit me. I started losing my hair from the 7oh I was taking. Now that I'm thinking more clearer I see what I've become. I'm not happy with this at all and I'm overwhelmed.

I know this is long and I'm rambling on and on, but just needed to talk to someone and get this off my chest.

I hope everyone is doing okay. Any advice is well appreciated.

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u/SadDetective5004 — 10 hours ago

Starting Dosage

I'm new to this so I have a lot of feelings and questions.

I started taking sub. Almost a week ago. I'm taking 8 Mg-2.

I'm worried that the dosage is too high. I don't feel too bad.

I have some tingling in my legs though and when I brought it up with the Doctor he said I could take it three times a day instead of two. I was taking around 500 mg of 7oh a day before.

To the people that are on sub. For kratom 7oh what did the doctor start you on?

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u/SadDetective5004 — 6 days ago

Judgmental

I'm aggravated

I started sub. Last Friday. I was dealing with Kratom 7oh withdrawals and it was absolutely brutal. When I told my friend I was on Sub. He said I must be a heroin addict because only people on that take sub. I told him it wasn't for that, but he doesn't believe me. It hurt and made me angry.

I don't have anything against anyone that has to be on sub. For whatever reason, but he was so judgmental. I don't want anyone knowing from here on out. I don't plan on being on this long and could really use some support or any helpful advice.

The past year has been awful. I lost both my parents and am dealing with lupus and now the addiction. I don't have any support.

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u/SadDetective5004 — 6 days ago

How soon should I wait after taking Kama Pseudo 7Oh

I've never taken Sub. Before and I'm afraid of the precipitated withdrawals if I take it to soon after using 7oh with Pseudo.

I am on 500 mg a day and can't keep doing it.

The regular withdrawals are bad enough for me.

I've tried in the hospital and out of hospital detox.

Any helpful advice? I've been taking 7oh kratom for over a year.

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u/SadDetective5004 — 12 days ago