36 [F4M] - #Toronto Looking for a true sadist
I'm a curvy, tatted depraved and HORNY Caucasian alt girl. And when I say curvy I mean a size medium with big tits and ass, not BBW.
I have this ongoing problem where I just want to be held down and used and abused and treated like an object but my partners always "fall in love" and decide I'm "not that kind of girl". You know, the whole madonna/whore dichotomy.
But I know deep down I *am* a whore. I find soft, loving, respectful sex is fucking boring.
I don't want to make love. I want to be reduced to tears, unable to speak or move because I've spent hours being edged, teased, whipped, spanked, fucked, and forced to orgasm so many times I've forgotten my own name.
I'm not just looking for 20 minutes of rough sex either. I want CREATIVITY. I want someone who genuinely enjoys the long drawn out process of torturing someone. Of delivering a combination of pain and pleasure for *hours*. And not just for my sake either, I want a true SADIST. I want my whimpers to make you hard. I want you to DREAM of what horrible things you could subject me to. I want you to crave the point you push me further than I've ever been pushed. It's no fun for me if it's only about my pleasure, I want to be forced to suffer for your GENUINE pleasure.
The thing is, I'm an anxious high performing professional and I'm always stressed and overthinking. Despite being kinky for years, I've never reached subspace because no one ever pushes me hard enough. I want stamina, I want depravity, I want torture. I want to experience so much pleasure and pain that thinking is impossible.
I don't care how big your cock is, so much as how depraved your mind is. I have a slight preference for taller than me (5'10) because it's harder to feel submissive to someone shorter than me, but if you are especially strong, around the same height could work (I need to feel powerless to stop you for this to work) ***definitely no shorter than 5'8***
Kinks: free use, CNC, being thrown around, being held down. Restraints, whips, paddles, spanking, nipple torture/clamps, tit torture, biting, scratching, rough sex, forced blowjobs, teasing, begging, forced orgasm/overstimulation, degradation, humiliation, facials, toys, butt plugs, pet play,
Soft limits (things I dislike but could maybe be negotiated after a few sessions): Anal sex, breathplay, piss play
Hard limits: pegging, ass to mouth, scat, permanent damage, severe pain, fisting
Safety a must: Condoms for penatratuve sex. Be DDF and hygienic. Safe words established in advance.
*You must be able to host in Toronto* and you must have experience as a Sadistic Dom. I'm not looking to teach anyone how to torture me. I'm definitely not remotely interested in submissive men, honestly even switches are suspect (my experience has been that most male switches are really submissives but that doesn't get them laid enough so they try to fake dominance they don't actually have 🤷♀️). I *will not peg you*.
If this sounds like you. Send me some info about you (age, height, body shape etc.) and some of the horrible things you want to do to me. Be ready to share pics, and meet in person soon as well. I'm not looking for a pen pal.
And for the love of God do not message me with AI slop. I can tell and it's embarrassing. If I wanted to fuck a robot I'd stay home with my vibrator.