I really want to start giving guys head, but I can't get over the possibility of catching something. I want to do it all - deepthroat, swallow cum, lick balls - but I'm scared.
How many sissies here regularly give guys head, and do you always worry about catching something?
I live in Hartville, just on the outskirts of North Canton. I'm also near Akron, Green, and Uniontown.
I'm shouting into the void - any sissies in my area who want connect?
I'd love to chat - or even meet up - sometime.
My dream is to get fucked doggystyle next to another sissy during a gangbang. Wishful thinking...
I've purged, almost sissygasmed so many times but haven't, uninstalled Grindr countless times, let PNC keep me from eating my own cum half the time....but I keep crawling back. Buying toys. Installing Grindr and chatting with guys, feeling like a slut and loving the idea of meeting up and letting a man (or men) take me like a girl.
I want to be out of control, at his mercy, there for his (or their) pleasure. Because that gives me pleasure.
How many of you just took the plunge? I've been stuck in this cycle for years...and I need release. I ned to finally submit to a man. Fuck...I want it so fucking bad. But it's like jumping into a cold swimming pool, you know?
I'd love to talk with some of you lovely gurls.
For the last few years, I've been diving down the rabbit hole and exploring my bi side. I'm happily married to a woman, my highschool sweetheart - we've been together for over 20 years, married for 11 - and I don't want that to change.
But fuck...these feelings...I've amassed a collection of dildos and butt plugs, and regularly play in secret. And I LOVE it - I'm currently plugged and locked in chastity right now. I'm super submissive - and browsing Grindr. Though I never commit to meeting up with a guy. But it's getting almost irresistible at this point. I just want to let go and give in. Hell, I want to meet up with a couple tops and let them have their way with me.
I feel like I'm just moments away from giving in, and it terrifies me and excites me to no end.
There's also an adult theater about 10 mins from my house that I think about often. It's so tempting.
Not sure what I'm trying to accomplish with this post. Just wanted to get it out in the open, I guess.
NOTE: I'm not looking for permission to cheat, nor am I looking to justify cheating.
How many of you out there fuck yourself with dildos, lock yourself up in chastity, watch sissy hypnos, download Grindr, flirt with guys, and hide all of it from your wife?
How many come so close to meeting up with guys but back out last minute? How many want nothing more than to be a slutty girl for dominant men until they cum and regret everything?
I am one of you. In the moment, I desperately want a thick cock in my ass. I want so bad to be the girl. I chat with guys on Grindr who are dtf NOW, but I always back out because I'm married.
I try to justify by telling myself, "It's with a guy, and there's no emotional involvement. I simply need to know what is like to be dominated. I'll never leave my wife. I love her. But she wouldn't accept this side of me, so I need to experience it on my own to get it out of my system."
The urge is so strong. And I know, "Don't cheat. Talk to your wife. Maybe she's open to it. Or, maybe you need to come clean and get a divorce so you can explore your sissy side and not ruin her life."
39yo bicurious submissive white boy in Hartville. I'm on Fetlife and Grinder, but no luck yet.
My toys are fun - 3-inch wide plugs/dildos - but I need to be dominated by a man (or men, my fantasy is 2 tops spit roasting me).
I desperately want to feel a guy hold me down and take what's his 🥵
I can host, or we can meet up at Lover's World in Canton.