I went all of last year without an orgasm. That counter said 365 days. Then my Sir Hubby gave me an orgasm. It was wonderful.
Then, Sir told me to restart my counter. That made me worried.
I was so nervous that Sir wasn't going to let me cum again for another year.
However, he has allowed me a few ruins on occasion and a full orgasm for one of our birthdays. Of course, the timer was reset when I got that full orgasm.
I initially typed "real" orgasm. But then I remembered that ruins ARE real. And, if we're being honest, ruins are the closest thing to an orgasm that any of us needy cunts deserve, isn't it?
I'm just rocking as I sit in bed typing this on my phone and the pressure that my rocking is creating on Sir's needy cunt is driving me nuts.
Last year I had a second timer next to that one that was counting down until my next orgasm. That counter is gone now since I have no idea when Sir might allow his cunt to cum or ruin again.
Of course, daily teasing and edging is required. Real life will always win so if I just don't get to it because I'm busy with errands or don't feel well then that's fine. Plus if I need an orgasm for mental health reasons or whatever, then of course Sir would let me.
But I know i don't NEED to cum... I'm better denied. I'm better when I'm wetter... I'm a better fuck for Sir when I'm aching and throbbing...
I want to cum so bad right now....