Need advice about gf asking for cnc first time having sex
Last night I had sex with my girlfriend I’ve been dating for 2 months for the first time. I had been doing foreplay and making out with her for nearly an hour and both of us were very into it. I asked if she wanted to have sex and she smiled and put a blanket over my back then started pulling off her underwear. We then did it and after she said she needed to tell me something controversial. She said she was into cnc and I didn’t know what that meant. She searched google and showed me and I became concerned. I asked questions and she told me it means I have consent to fuck her 100% of the time but she made it seem like it was going to be CNC every time. It’s the next morning and I’m filled with guilt and concern. I do think I would enjoy it without any bad feelings eventually. Right now it feels wrong and I’m worried about legal trouble. What should I say when I bring this up to her and should I be Okay with this dynamic.