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Growing up I’ve always felt like I was a girl. I loved watching make up and cross dressing tutorials. As I got older I suppressed those emotions because people around me said it was wrong but deep down it was something I enjoyed.

As a teenager I always told my self I’m straight to maybe get rid of these “gay” feelings but I always found myself watching femboy and trans women porn. So maybe I thought I js liked dick instead of just men. I was really confused of my sexuality.

Whenever I jerked off I realised it was always to femboys and trans women instead of women or men. I started going on online chats like yesichat and maybe talk to people like me and stuff. Over here I met alot of people who just loved to jerk off so I met alot of people and exchanged alot of pics. Because of this whenever I wanted to jerk off I always went to yesichat instead of watching porn which is new to me. Over here I found terms like sissies and subs. This was something that interested me because maybe I wanted to be like them. Younger me who always wanted to dress up and seeing people dress up and be a slut made me super horny. After learning more about this I thought about something.

Am I only interested in this because I can’t get any girls in real life so I should just resort to being one? And this is something that stuck in me. Like maybe I’m js a virgin loser. But the thought of me being a virgin loser actually made me horny and gave me more of a reason to be a sissy slut. I finally mustered up the courage to buy my own pair of panties and thong and hope to be a good sissy slut. I hope I’ll be able to share my pics here too hehe.