I’m 18, currently just existing somewhere between caring too much about things that don’t matter and not caring at all about things that supposedly do. I don’t really identify strongly with any group or label, I tend to observe more than I belong.
Quick attempt at describing myself: I lean toward a more nihilistic way of thinking, but not in a miserable sense. It’s more like I don’t automatically assign meaning to everything, which makes me question a lot and see things differently from most people around me.
Physically, I’m about 1.8m. I keep things simple, I’m not into showing off or trying to match trends. I’d rather be comfortable than impressive.
I spend some of my time gaming (Genshin, Honkai: Star Rail), but I’m not glued to it 24/7. It’s more of an escape or something to pass time than a core identity.
I’m not the most social person. I can talk, but I don’t enjoy shallow conversations or forced interactions. If we get along, it’ll be because the conversation actually feels natural, not because we’re trying to fill silence.
As for what I’m looking for, nothing overly specific. Just someone genuine, not overly performative, and capable of thinking beyond surface level. Everything else can develop naturally.
If you want, I can push this in a specific direction—more mysterious, more confident, more humorous, or even more blunt.