I need some encouragement for my journey !
For the past years i think my attraction has progressively changed from girls to men in a way that i never imagined before.
In the past i thought i was straight and just experimenting with trans porn and looking at cocks from time to time and imagining what it will feel to be with a trans woman. I still needed feminity to look at a cock (my internalised homophobia speaks through that affirmation). However this has changed as i soon started to get pleasure triggers from the male body: abs, muscles, their raw power unleashed.
In this process i realised that i didn't watch a single straight video in years and i realised i identify myself more as the girl in the videos.
But the most intriguing thing was that i started to view men as sexy. This could not be just a fantasy because this is not something that happened once. It's something that was in me all along.
That said, what are your thoughts about this and will my attraction to men increase over time naturally? Or it would be better if i just tried something with a man (i am afraid i will chicken out by being mentally unprepared)