Grew up in a very strict household. My mom grew up in a cult and never really let go of some of their ‘rules’. And so purity culture is still a very big thing in my family.
No masturbating, no porn, no boyfriends,etc.
I remember secretly masturbating in the living room to ‘sexy’ music videos cause ‘porn’ was such a bad thing.
My mom would be in the kitchen, me sitting in front of the pc and touching myself and i just remember how good it felt to touch myself..
A few months ago I was talking to this guy, fwb, nothing serious. But we would call and masturbate together, he had a thing for feet, and he would pay me to make ‘sexual’ feet videos for him, take pictures of my feet and every time we finished masturbating I had to send him my underwear. I honestly didn’t mind. I liked it. A lot.. he would send me videos of him jerking off to my underwear filled with cum..
He’s the reason why I have a foot fetish.
So one night, we were both really horny, and we were calling. And we would be dirty talking/masturbating together and I can moan really loud.. I don’t do it on purpose. My mom’s room is right next to my room. And we were masturbating for hours and hours, I think it was my first time ‘actually’ masturbating. He guided me through it. Telling me how I have to be careful with touching my clit cause it’s so sensitive. But I didn’t listen, I started slow but then just kept rubbing harder and harder. And I started moaning very loud..my mom suddenly started knocking on my door..
She opened the door and told me to stop moaning like that and then closed the door again.. ?? I was so confused.
I still don’t know if she knew I was masturbating or not (i was naked but my blanket was covering me)
I just kept rubbing my pussy cause it felt too good, I couldn’t stop moaning though lol
Using my right hand to rub my clit and my left hand to squeeze my nipples.. it felt so so good.. and I kept cumming but I’d just keep on touching my clit. I couldn’t stop. Seriously.
I think my mom knew but didn’t say anything cause of how embarrassing it is lol.