Trying to put my mind in words about this fetish.
Hello! 28M here.
Idk how to start this story...
I don't remember when this fetish started for me. It's been a long time. Maybe since I was a child.
Over the years it developed into something I started to realize it's a fetish.
I always liked to see girls or women getting a haircut. Most of the time, when a crush had a hair change, I was imagining the whole experience.
Even now, I still have this thing. Even on instagram sometimes a girl I liked or a girl I had a crush on put a story in a salon and I'm thinking "How it will be? What is the result?"
Sometimes even when I'm in town and get past a hair salon, I try hard to not look through the windows to see if there is someone getting a haircut.
When I was younger, I started to collect haircut capes. Unfortunately I sold them a few years ago because I was in need of money.
I had a lot of friends, mostly girls, who wanted to dye their hair. I wanted to help them to do that.
Not because I was a professional. Not because of the fetish. It was because it is very expensive to dye your hair and most of the time everyone wanted to do it cheap.
It was just buying the color and that was it.
Some girls came to my place for a cut as well. Most of the time was just a trim and just once an undercut.
I never told them about my fetish. I thought I will scare them and I was embarrassed as well.
I tried very hard to not get aroused while doing my job.
I had over 10 capes. All of them were with tie - closure. It was very hard to find them. Just one was with snap closure. It was a small one for make up.
When a girl wanted to dye her hair, I usually used two capes. The small one first and than a black one.
I usually used two capes because the black one was very thin and the color could have go thorough the material.
The feeling while I was dying the hair was strange. It was a mix between embarrassment and happiness.
As I said, it was very hard for me to not get aroused. Sometimes the girl was staying with the capes on for an hour after finishing the dying part.
Just two persons knows about my fetish. My ex and my gf.
It was hard for me to say it out loud to them. Both of them were very open about it.
My ex for example liked the idea and started to tease me sometimes. She was telling me she needs to cut her hair or a new color in it.
When she went to her parents in a weekend, we were talking and at some point se stopped responding. After an hour she sent me a pic of her sitting in a hairsalon chair. She asked the hairdresser to take a picture of her before the cut. She was wearing a gray haircut cape as well.
After that sometimes she would take one cape from the place I was hiding them, put it on herself and walking in front of me dancing and teasing me.
Anyway.
Sorry if those messages doesn't make any sense. I didn't know how to put it in words.
Sometimes I still feel embarrassed. Even when I'm at a barbershop while I'm capped, I try to be calm and to not show the excitement.
I just wanted to say it all out loud. As I said, I'm sorry if those messages doesn't make any sense.