I (21f) had amazing, kinky sex that I’m half turned on half ashamed for
I met an older guy (38m) off an app and he was really really nice. We got drinks and he asked me to go back to his place. I did and I’m not really sure wtf happened. I also am on anti-anxiety meds so I’m partially blaming them lol. Because idk what it was with this guy and the way he talked but I was doing everything with me. He wanted to fuck me in the ass which I had done before so I was up for it but it was sooo intense he had me playing with my clit and squirting during the anal. He eventually came in my ass and then he wanted me to squat and get the cum out. He then wanted me to keep fucking my pussy and he watched me and kept telling me to push my squirt out. It felt soooo good I felt like I was on cloud 9 and every orgasm felt stronger than the last. Finally he threw his face in and devoured my pussy until I came again. Then he asked me if I had to pee and said he wanted to watch. He did watch and I held my pussy open so he could see better. He said next time he wanted it on him.
I found it all hot but it was also so nasty so dirty. It was like I didn’t care about looking hot or pretty just about cumming and he loved it. The more I let go the more he was telling me how good I was doing. Open legs pussy juice flying and he encouraged it. It was so fun but also wild.