[F4TF] Taking care of my crush
Today I'm looking for something unusual and story driven. You are my, perhaps, nerdy, dysfunctional, self-obsessed domme T-girl crush, and I'll be your subby and eager to please admirer.
You had started your physical transition months ago, already seeing the results through a visible transformation. Your skin had turned softer, the corners, edges and curves of your face and body a growing more and more feminine. But the transition is obviously hard for everyone. Despite passing as a woman, you are still not happy with where you're at and haven't physically become who you always were. Feeling stuck in-between two chairs, not quite having broken out, you've been feeling down and out a lot, staying at home, getting stoned, playing video games and masturbating. Unless you're spending the better part of the day on Reddit that is.
Where do I fit in? Since we first met, a switch flicked. I was drawn to you, romanticised you, borderline obsessed over you. Maybe it was my saviour complex acting up or I simply couldn't resist the hot mess with an attitude that you always had been and always will be. At any rate, I just wanted to be near you, be with you, every waking second, hoping that the fire already burning inside of me might send just that tiny spark flying your way, so we could live happily ever after. However, it became evident that you viewed, completely non-platonically, as a fuck buddy to help you blow of the steam that kept accumulating inside of you, rather than a serious romantic partner. I admit, I don't mind it as much as I should.
Here is to hoping that time might change my, our, fortunes! Let me tell you, it's not easy cleaning the place after you, paying for all the games and stuff and takeout we order when you can't be bothered with anything else. You're lucky that I love taking care of you, making you feel like the amazing woman that I know you are, even if you don't always see it yourself. If that means choking in your cock or eating your ass when you have another bad day, then sign me up.
You don't have to ask me about how I'm feeling, how work is going, or anything like that. I know better than to burden you with the relative banality or my problems and I meant when I said that I love pleasing you.
I know that you aren't emotionally available and that you keep me around, in my own apartment, mostly for sex and lending a hand and ear whenever you feel like sharing or not taking care of things yourself. I'm in it for the long haul and when you're ready for a girlfriend, I'll be there.
Now, if I caught your attention, send me a message! I'm open as to where our characters met and where exactly to go from here. I'm big on agency, so how your character really feels and develops is very much up to you, just as long as you can manage the part of being the dominant one in this relationship.
I would love for my character to break through the ice of yours and have a happy ending so to speak, but the relationship will always tilt to one side and there's a long road ahead... And if it's not meant to be the road is still long.
My Kinks: Dirty talk and generally vocal partners, opposites attract, oral, rough sex, slapping, spanking, scratching, hair pulling toys, edging, cheating, risky places, bi, groups, outfits, oil, spit, lube, outercourse, gaslighting, mild dub con and more.
My Limits: Violence, animals, bathroom stuff, minors, hardcore BDSM, pregnancy and anal. Outside of that I am open to most things.