u/Soft_Feeling_2000

I see many comments telling us cunts we need to train our ass. But do the kings really want us to? I thought the point of anal was so that it hurts us. So that while we suffer through the pain, you drill into our little heads that your pleasure is what matters. If we trained our ass, won’t it hurt less? And then we’d start enjoying or getting pleasure out of anal? Which then will also take away some of the humiliation and degrading part of it.

I guess my question is, does training anal benefit kings in any way? Because if it’s just so that anal doesn’t hurt me anymore, then I don’t think I’d want to do it. Unless if it benefited you in some way.

My manager and I always had a good relationship. He was married with kids whereas I had a long term boyfriend. Somehow our conversations went from work to our relationships and eventually our sex lives. He’d tell me how his wife complains about having sex. How she doesn’t want to do anything he wants like bjs or anal. I’d tell him how I’ve only had vanilla sex so was very inexperienced.

One night after a team event we got drunk and somehow ended up back at my place. But the time I sobered up enough to realize what was happening, he was on top of me sucking on my nipples and pulling on them. My initial reaction was to get him off and stop all this but he’s much taller and bigger than me. I could barely get him to budge. He shushed me as he reached down into my pants. He started fingering me which made me so horny and needy. Before we knew it, I was stripped down kneeling in front of him as I sucked him. He clearly seemed like he hasn’t gotten a bj in a while so I worked extra hard. Soon enough though he was holding my head as he fucked my face and shoved his cock down my throat until I gagged.

Once I was a slobbering mess, he ordered me to get on all 4s on my bed. I got on the bed and braced for it as he entered my ass. It was the most painful sex I had experienced. I was limping for days after which he thought was funny. I just loved how I felt extra submissive letting him fuck my ass and even more so being fucked by my married manager. I’ve been addicted to anal sex ever since.

We’d fuck all the time during work hours. Sometimes he’d call me into his office just to give him a bj under his desk. Sometimes he’d reach into my shirt in the lunch room and grab my tits. He got to approve my outfits every morning and I started to get people comment that my outfits were not appropriate but he didn’t care. He said he needed easy access. Once he booked a “work trip” for us but really he just booked a hotel room where he fucked me for 3 days. Pretty sure after those 3 days, my body was ruined and my ass was gaped. But the fact that he was married, perverted and unsatisfied with his wife just made me want to be the sluttiest worker for him.

To be honest, it wasn’t even a date. He was a stranger who decided to hit on me on my way home. He was very charming, tall and cute. I normally don’t do this but I agreed to grab a drink with him. We ended up back at his place. I remember as he was entering my ass, he laughed and said I don’t even fucking remember your name. But I stayed bent over anyways and stretched my ass for him. When he finished, he told me to get dressed and leave because he needed to sleep before work. He said he’d call me the next day but obviously he never did (nor did he respond to my messages..) I walked home that night with cum leaking out of my ass. I felt so ashamed. Pretty much like a cheap whore he picked off the streets. But also was the best sex ever.

I’m new to all this so just exploring here. But I find my fantasies so dark, twisted and sick that sometimes I wonder if there is something wrong with me. Like no one can ever know this because no one would look at me the same way again.

I’m looking for someone to finally share these fantasies with. My fantasies are all about full control.. being turned into a mindless, dumb, desperate and needy slut. Willing to do anything to degrade and humiliate myself to make a man happy. If any of that interests you, I’d like to chat. If you are also cruel, mean and a little sick.. even better.