u/SoftwareNovel6604

Image 1 — 11 years of T and nothing to show for it.
Image 2 — 11 years of T and nothing to show for it.

11 years of T and nothing to show for it.

Yes, this is hard. First time I’ve ever sent a dick pic anywhere, lmao. Kill me.

See my other post but: 11 years on and off T, 5 of them very consistent with medical monitoring of my T levels. And this is it.

If not obvious from photo, I am STRAINING to hold back my mons and outer labia, which completely cover everything no matter how hard I am. It doesn’t protrude like at all. I feel like I look nothing like most of the anatomy here.

u/SoftwareNovel6604 — 2 days ago

11 years on T and nothing. Doctor says this is as good as it gets.

I have been on and off T for 11 years and very compliant (getting blood levels checked, doing my shot regularly and so on) for the last 5.

I have virtually no bottom growth — not NOTHING, but well within the range of what I’ve seen on cis women. It’s barely there even when I’m hard.

I know I’m not underdosing; I see a very well regarded endocrine specialist who is trans herself. She recently told me in so many words that I’m just not one of those lucky guys who grows a dick. I joked that at least I still have my hair, but my bottom dysphoria is really bad and it’s destroyed my sex life.

I don’t think I’m a candidate for simple release and I do not want phallo or anything that moves my urethra; I would be happy just being able to use FTM-targeted sex toys correctly, nevermind penetrative sex with my partner (if only).

I feel so hopeless, like a eunuch or something. Can I do anything? Is my doctor right?

*ETA: I don’t want phallo period. I don’t think I’d be happy with the results.

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u/SoftwareNovel6604 — 30 days ago