u/Special-Formal-9612

19f, I'm an international student from China currently studying in Canada. I've found myself increasingly attracted to men of other ethnicities, especially white men. My current body count is 21, and most of my genitals are white men. I find it difficult to refuse white men in real life; they often make me wet just by flirting with me.

However, I seem to have absolutely no sexual desire for Chinese men. After I came to Canada, some Chinese men wanted to have sex with me or become my boyfriend. Some of them were very handsome by Chinese standards, came from good families, and were very outstanding, but I felt absolutely nothing for them.

I'm not racist, I respect people of every ethnicity, but this is just a feeling, and I don't know if it's normal. If this post is suspected of being racially discriminatory, please let me know and I will delete it.

I'm 19 years old and my boyfriend is 20. We've been together for about a year and a half. We've never had sex, only kissed.

I went to study in Canada this February. Maybe because of loneliness or insecurity, I quickly had sex with a man. My body count is currently 21. Every time I finish, I feel regretful and guilty, but I can't stop.

The craziest thing I've done is have sex with two men at the same time.

I can't let my boyfriend know because he's funding my studies abroad

19f, In my “real life,” I’m a good girl. I go to school, I’m a bit of a homebody, I have a steady boyfriend, and I’m innocent and cute.

But behind the scenes, I'm kind of a slut and I sleep around, but it’s mostly with people I don’t really know that well.

I basically avoid letting people from these two different lifestyles come together.

I enjoy being dominated by men, having sexy, nude, and sex photos taken, and occasionally sending them to others.

I've always wanted to post nude photos of myself with my face showing, but I feel the risk is too great.

Sometimes I fantasize about my nude photos being completely exposed, and then I completely becoming a man's fucktoy.

hahaha, Am I bit drunk