u/SpecialistSort2396

Hi [F25] here, had a very rough childhood, cant truly tell it in all details cause it might get flagged but lets skip to the main part. During my final year of high school I spent most of my time watching porn and rubbing, I have seen and explored so much in that year I cant really tell. I loved watching facial vids very much for some reason and one day while exploring I saw trans women vids. when I went more deeper I found a video where they cum on their own face and for some reason that was so hot. I was a virgin and I for some reason liked watching cum so much, If I had a dick I would have just kept eating my own. My lust for cum grew even more stronger that I went to GW subreddits to look for some horny guys, but I was scared to do it cuz random men they might even try to fuck me as well.

So instead of reaching out to them I reached out a couple who wanted a cuck, and I was ready, I told them I like cum and want to try it they agreed. They went on fucked in front on me while I sat there naked rubbing and fingering, and when he was about to cum they called me and me busted on my face and on my mouth, and as soon as I tasted it I hated it, the smell the texture I rushed to the bathroom and spited it out, they were disappointed.

after few months I craved it again knowing I hate it, got in contact with a guy from my class and blowed him off, again same I hated it. This has happened a lot. After being in a good sexual relationship I had a lot of facials but after getting em I just hate it.

M21 straight here, while exploring my kinks I got to introduced to trans women and it got me excited then out of know where I just saw a trans woman cumming on her own face and that was the time I got introduced to this kink. I loved watching facial porns and this was just it, I became more curious on how can they do it, do they like it, what does it taste like. Did my research and got to know there are men who do it and there is nothing to be ashamed of. When I tried it I was not able to lick it and to overcome it I did legs over head but after cumin I always rush to the washroom cant hold it in for more than 5secs. I thought maybe its my cum, so I met few bi guys sucked them off and then same I was not able to do it. Tired it many times but cant watched cei vids, facial vids, also tried ruined orgasm but cant. I need help I wanna do it, like whenever I cum I wanna finish it how to get to that stage?