I could see cars passing by
There is a park nearby that is very large with many trails and forested areas. I am part of a community garden and way in the back (no where near the beds) there is an overgrown section filled with weeds and an old picnic table. Yesterday after finishing some garden work I had the urge. I already had to go and I was the only one there at that hour (6pm). The idea of it was really exciting me. So I went to the back and sat at the old picnic table. In the direction I was facing, about 250 ft or so away, there was a semi-busy road so cars were passing often and parallel to it there was a sidewalk where occasionally someone was passing by with their dog. If anyone saw me, if they even saw me, they’d only see the top half of me sitting down. Everyone was going perpendicular to where i was gazing, so i knew I wouldn’t get caught. I was pretty far away from where anyone could turn in my direction and i had enough of a view to be prepared if they did. So I pulled my pants down and moved my ass just enough over the bench, my back facing the forest, and let it all go. Slowly. It was the best shit I have ever taken. I gazed at cars as they passed by totally unaware of me releasing on to a pile of leaves. When I finished i cleaned myself with water i had in a bottle. Flies gathered around. I dug a hole with my shovel even further back and tossed my shit in there, covered it, and then laid some big rocks on top. The whole thing was exhilarating and made me feel so alive and primitive. I’ve shit outside before when I was younger in the backyard, but this is my first time as an adult and in public.
For those concerned about the park and garden aspect of it, trust me I was pretty responsible about the whole thing since it’s also something I care about.