u/StartAtDusk

Not so much an occultist myself but I’m curious about the practice as I’ve talked with some women online about it over the years. I remember very fondly this one brief period over a year ago where I met a girl on ChitChat and after I playfully flirted a bit with her we migrated to discord and got decently close both personally and sexually. We never met up and never showed each other’s faces but there was a real connection there I felt at least, tho sadly it petered out after a few months because we lived far away from each other and it was hard keeping a text only thing going.

I’m bringing up this story here because she was a demonologist and while I was raised Catholic (not so much aligned anymore) I still found it fascinating and almost intimidating what her rituals were like. However they also sounded really exciting, especially when she brought up the rituals of sex magick. It’s something that sounds almost taboo to what I’m used to but that made it even more enticing. I have a hard time really believing it enough to want to practice but I find myself drawn aesthetically and even somewhat mentally to women who are similarly attune to the occult. Has anyone else had a similar experience?