(warning: for some it could be too disgusting to look at) Ok uh, help? Uhh I might have been today years old when I learned I have to clean under my foreskin. But, I thought I'd ask here in case it could be something else and not just normal dirt. I'm around 5 months on T. Read body text.
In these 5 months I was afraid to raise my foreskin because I thought it could hold back growth and I had to just pump it upwards but never push anything back. And today I casually noticed this when snapping a pic. I finally for the first time raised all of my foreskin and cleaned it with genital soap and water. I guess it's like with a penis, that someone has to clean under the foreskin? So it's normal for there to be this kind of buildup? But please tell me if it's maybe a weird color or just not normal to have this buildup here. And what is it exactly? A mix of body fluids and stuff that go dry? If this is the case, I think it's weird how no doctor has told me this. And it's also something I don't really see people on reddit talk about. I'm active in ftm spaces and am well informed on most things but never did I see someone mention how to properly wash your genitals when bottom growth starts happening. Should I mention this to my endo at the next appointment? (Or should I avoid because it's gross)
Also. How is my growth for 5 months? Is it big, average, or small? (I put pics after I cleaned it so you don't risk throwing up while staring at it to decide)
Thanks to everyone that'll answer
[FTM he/him]