Mental preparedness
So tonight might be the craziest night of my life and im genuinely nervous. Tonight im supposed to go to a "spot" (if at the end of this post you want to know, I guess message me and we'll talk). Its a we'll known spot with quite a few guys looking for things. Im going to have my finger and toenails painted, wearing a chastity cage and lingerie, and im supposed to just keep saying yes. Ive NEVER done anything like this. Hell the only person whos ever seen me in lingerie is my wife and im doing all this with her encouragement. So mentally im all over the place. Am I excited? Yes. Am I nervous? Also yes. Is my anxiety running at full force? Triple yes! I told her id give it 2 hours and if nobody is interested im coming home. She said somebody will definitely be interested (im not so sure) and to not come home until everybody is done or there is no one left asking. The thing about it is despite loving fem things like lingerie, im not fem AT ALL. Im very much masc presenting in every way. So im really out of my comfort zone too. So that doesn't help the nerves. But im determined to not back out because I did that before and regretted it. I dont know. Anybody have questions or want to talk about it?