My bi experiences
**This is a big deal to come clean but it’s cathartic since I come from a close minded upbringing & traditional old school family**
Not sure if anyone else has been through the same thing when they got curious but here’s my story:
I was seduced by an older distant relative when we were on vacation and found ourselves alone.
I was woken up to having his tongue in my mouth, my nipples being sucked and felt his hard on rub my leg.
Fast forward many years later, I have ALWAYS been into women and always considered myself non vanilla in the bedroom.
I had plenty of opportunities to do something with another guy but pushed it off and never did anything.
I ended up getting into the swing lifestyle. What began with MFF then turned into MFMF and eventually, MFM. The opportunity was again there but didn’t have the courage so act on it.
I then stumbled into an adult bookstore video booth to watch some videos and get off, I came across a video of a down low bi guy giving oral to a hung guy who was loving it.
(I guess you could say that awoke something in me that I thought wasn’t there.)
The next time my FWB and I hosted a solo guy, I was mesmerized by her giving him oral. I wanted to try and she let me(I was nervous as heck but enjoyed it)
*That’s where it started and I have been enjoying playing and more. I don’t want to come out as bi, nor do I know if I ever will, but I now find myself craving it more than being with a girl(Too much drama, overshadows the fun)
I wish I still had my bi buddy I played with for a couple of years but he sadly moved away.
There’s just a different dynamic and excitement when I know I’m going to worship a big c*ck. I am definitely dominant with a woman but absolutely love being submissive with another guy. 🔥