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I’ve been using 20-30mg Oral Meth, for nearly 3 weeks now…

The reason for it I’ve been sat at home all day because of “health issues”,
I have ADHD and not having that routine of work makes it literally 10x worse/harder

So I’ve been using it to get me through the day, not in a sense of “the high keeps me going”, but more that I can be productive on it, which allows me to not fall in a depression of guilt (I know that makes no sense)
Note: I’m not saying I don’t enjoy the high 😉* *

This has been in my opinion a successful experiment, however I’d like to switch to Amphetimine Salts for reasons that are irrelevant to this.

But before I’d like to

Experience those “withdrawals”
“Reset” my tolerance (to some extent)

How will this feel and how long should I take of?

I'm new to this forum so please do let me know if i say anything either against the rules or not with the "culture" of this forum...
I do not promote or glorify drug use in anyway, i am not a doctor, please do your own research, talk to your doctor and site relevant laws before attempting to replicate anything mentioned here...
Thank You in advance...

READ ONLY BOLD IF YOUR LAZY

I'm 19 and from England, I've struggled with ADHD my whole life, and have only found out recently (within the past 3 years) that out because my mother was very neglectful and wanted to push away all ideas of it due to it probably being her fault from drinking and smoking cannabis while pregnant (Not trying to look for sympathy just wanted to give context) and pretty much since I have found out I have been on a waiting list to get "diagnosed" so I can be medicated/get treatment for it and before anyone says because I don't have an official diagnosis that I could just be making it up or think I have something I don't, I do have an informal diagnosis but to get officially diagnosed for medication and treatment its a longer process.

I've resiled recently how much it is that having ADHD effects my life, for me it makes everything "harder" then it has to be, and has caused me to develop an irrational anxiety about doing certain tasks (which I have had CBT for) which hasn't helped one bit. Its made my life a living hell, it made me underperform in exams, basic selfcare, hobbies and other things I have ambition for. I'm a very ambitious person, i want to do well, I strive to always be "above average" but ADHD has stripped the ability for me to put pen to paper with my dreams.

So I got fed up, I got a gram of Methamphetamine and through my own process that I don't think I can say on here I turned them into capsules. Your probably thinking "Why Meth?, its a lot more addictive, neurotoxic and illegal" well unfortunately its the only solution that I can afford daily use of, other script pills like Elvanse or Ritalin and very hard to get where I am from + very expensive, meth on the other hand is cheap, powerful (per mg) and easy to find.

My plan is to start of taking 15mg daily (10mg upon waking and 5mg around dinner time) and then titrate slowly until the dose is "right" trying to replicate how a doctor would do if I was prescribed, i would be lying if i said this is the only time i would use them, but i do have a thought that i will take more for certain situations: studying, exams or nights out (rec

My main reason for making this thread is because I have a few questions,
- What are the real risks in what I'm doing?
- What is your honest opinion on what I'm doing? (BE HONEST)
- What precautions should I take to mitigate risk?
- Is there anything I may be overlooking?

If your going to disagree with anything stated, please give a reasonable/logical answer to why you think this way

Thanks for Reading

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