I'm being remotely controlled
My owner made me buy a camera so she can watch everything I do remotely. She made me put it on my shelf from where she can see most of my apartment. The camera can rotate around and follows all my moves. Nothing I do goes unseen anymore. I lost my privacy. Even when I'm in bed she is watching me.
My (small) apartment has always been a very private safe space, and I could just do my own thing freely here, within the constraints of what my owner commanded. But now it's like everything I do can be scrutinized. Every action I take I have to weigh in the consideration that she may be watching. Even when I'm in bed, she can see me because the camera has night vision. I don't get to do anything without her knowing. She will know if I'm not sleeping. She will just know. I'm like a pet in a cage she gets to control and play with. It feels... comforting. Like a tight embrace, constantly constricting tighter around me as she keeps taking more control over me. I wonder what's next. I wonder how far she will take this, too. It feels nice to know that she is always watching over me, always guiding me deeper in her will, further from my own.
