u/TikhoAtmosfera

Hey lovelies! My name is Alexi, I'm a 20FB from the UK. I'm looking to talk to some QoS about what turned them onto the BNWO and their experiences. I am very much interested in getting involved, so any information is helpful! I'd love to hear from you. Be as brutally honest and as mean as you like, us white boys deserve it!

I hope to hear from you soon!

How many times had I told myself I'd leave him? By this point, I've completely lost count. I say it over and over and over again and yet I can't bring myself to do it. No matter how much he hurts me, I just can't leave him. Any time I tell him that I am through with him, he threatens me. I'm petrified, and I don't know how much longer I can take this. 

I had been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. We started dating in highschool, I'd always had a crush on him, so I was so excited to learn he felt the same. The first year with him was perfect, we had zero problems, had fun together and we loved eachother. However, that didn't last once we'd graduated highschool and went off to college together. Almost immediately, he fell in with the wrong crowd and in no time at all, he got addicted to drugs, and the boy I fell in love with was replaced by an abusive, violent imposter. I've been trying ever since to help him get clean. I know how loving, how sweet and kind he can be when he is sober. 

But time and time again, he chooses drugs over me, and becomes aggressive when I try to help. I'm sick and tired of being abused, of being rejected and pushed away. 

I can't take it anymore. 

Hey! Thank you so much for reading! 

My name is Alexi, I'm a 20FB and as you have probably figured out, I'm looking for a partner who will save me from this abusive relationship and show me what a real man is, and what real love is. In this wholesome, but steamy, hot RP, I'd like to find my black knight in shining armour, who will come and sweep me off my feet, saving me from my loser white junkie boyfriend, and introducing me to the beautifully natural interracial pairing of a white boy and his black master. 

There are a few places we can take this, and I'm looking forward discussing and refining the details with you. 

Again, I am looking for a partner who has no problem writing a paragraph or two per reply. I am a sucker for detail and effort. I like to put the effort in, so I'd appreciate it in return also. Don't message me with a one liner please, open with your kinks and any ideas you have for this. Get creative, and I hope to hear from you soon!

How many times had I told myself I'd leave him? By this point, I've completely lost count. I say it over and over and over again and yet I can't bring myself to do it. No matter how much he hurts me, I just can't leave him. Any time I tell him that I am through with him, he threatens me. I'm petrified, and I don't know how much longer I can take this. 

I had been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. We started dating in highschool, I'd always had a crush on him, so I was so excited to learn he felt the same. The first year with him was perfect, we had zero problems, had fun together and we loved eachother. However, that didn't last once we'd graduated highschool and went off to college together. Almost immediately, he fell in with the wrong crowd and in no time at all, he got addicted to drugs, and the boy I fell in love with was replaced by an abusive, violent imposter. I've been trying ever since to help him get clean. I know how loving, how sweet and kind he can be when he is sober. 

But time and time again, he chooses drugs over me, and becomes aggressive when I try to help. I'm sick and tired of being abused, of being rejected and pushed away. 

I can't take it anymore. 

Hey! Thank you so much for reading! 

My name is Alexi, I'm a 20FB and as you have probably figured out, I'm looking for a partner who will save me from this abusive relationship and show me what a real man is, and what real love is. In this wholesome, but steamy, hot RP, I'd like to find my black knight in shining armour, who will come and sweep me off my feet, saving me from my loser white junkie boyfriend, and introducing me to the beautifully natural interracial pairing of a white boy and his black master. 

There are a few places we can take this, and I'm looking forward discussing and refining the details with you. 

Again, I am looking for a partner who has no problem writing a paragraph or two per reply. I am a sucker for detail and effort. I like to put the effort in, so I'd appreciate it in return also. Don't message me with a one liner please, open with your kinks and any ideas you have for this. Get creative, and I hope to hear from you soon!

At a depth within the city regular people seldom venture, resides a place where people like you and I can be who we've always longed to be, free from the stress of anyone in our personal lives ever finding out the truth. 

I am of course talking about "The Rubicon Lounge" as we call it. An exclusive, highly secretive club with fewer members than most private organisations. Gaining access to this oasis of depravity, indulgence and carnal desire was painstakingly difficult, even for those limited number of outsiders that had heard about our little secret and had cared enough to seek us out, make contact and inquire about membership. More often than not, they would be denied entry, never once becoming aware of our location. Security certainly run a tight ship, after all that's what we are paying for. Only those with connections were up for consideration by the board. Sitting members all voted on who gets in, and who stays out in the cold. If you get the nod, you'll hear back from us soon enough with instructions, and a very strict NDA. Our privacy is our priority. 

But who are "we"?

Well, we are you. The middle management office worker, the courthouse clerk, the intern at the DAs office, a club owner, a cashier. Regular people, all with something much alike in common. We had lives we wished to keep intact, but sex lives that would put us all in jeopardy. Obviously absolutely nothing illegal. We take utmost care in that regard, but morally reprehensible? To be sure. Some were married, others "devout followers" of their Gods. Whatever the outside conditions may be for the individual, in here they could be who they always desired to be, to lay with who they belong with. An escape from the dreary normality of life, a life that was nothing but a thin veneer concealing the real us. 

Friday's were everyone's best friend. The end of the week, the dawn of the weekend. Which probably went some way to explaining why time seemed to go dragging by by the mid-afternoon. My polished nails wrapped repeatedly against the hardwood surface of my desk, as if attempting to beat back the boredom and anticipation of the evening that awaited me. My stays at the Rubicon were often an all weekend affair and it wasn't unusual to find myself only leaving in the early hours of Monday morning so I could drag my aching body back into the office.An exasperated sigh escaped through my lips as I dared to glance up at the clock up at the wall of my private office. Being the site's head of accounting did come with it's benefits.

4:55pm

That'll do it for me. My slender fingers slipping into my waistband to adjust the harnesses of the lingerie set I'm wearing beneath my business attire. Almost every Friday morning I dressed ready for the long night ahead of me, this meant I could head straight to the Rubicon from the office without delay. Today was no exception. Something important is happening. 

Just before I closed the lid on my laptop, I take one last look at the membership application I had personally approved a couple of weeks ago. My eyes lingering on your face for a few seconds, before the corners of my lips curled into a smirk. This would be your first time attending the club since your approval. The payment for membership had cleared, and you were now granted full access.You'd pulled a few strings to get in, going as far as mentioning me by name. 

That was the most intriguing part, as I haven't a clue who you are. Butterflies circled in my stomach. Who was this mystery person? How did he know who I was, and what I was involved in? 

I couldn't wait to find out.

Hey! If you've read this far, I want to say thank you for your interest!

My name is Alexi, I'm a 20FB and as you can see, I like detail, and writing in length. As such I'm looking for a partner with an equal or almost equal desire to match my output and enthusiasm, every reply does not have to be a billion words, but I do like the effort, so a couple of paragraphs are expected. With that out of the way, I'm looking for a dom to come and make me his or her bitch.

I am open to discussing the scenario and our roles further, as I love making sure we're on the same page and happy! I'm also open to your ideas and kinks, so don't be shy!

My kinks are: Humiliation, Degradation, race play (BBC ONLY) noncon/dubcon, Cock/Ball worshipping, deepthroating/throatfucking, sloppy sensual blowjobs, monsters/beasts, fantasty/Sci-Fi, excessive cum, gaping, stomach bulges, passionate kissing, hair pulling, choking, being spat on/in, spanking/slapping, creampies, facials, mindbreaking, corruption, pet play, name calling, pet names, ddlg, brat correction, height/size difference, age gaps (older partners) sweat, aftercare, spit play, cheating, body markings.

Not all kinks have to be included but they are there for your consideration!

If you're interested, do not hesitate to reach out! Do not come with one liners please, you will not get a reply. Thanks!

At a depth within the city regular people seldom venture, resides a place where people like you and I can be who we've always longed to be, free from the stress of anyone in our personal lives ever finding out the truth. 

I am of course talking about "The Rubicon Lounge" as we call it. An exclusive, highly secretive club with fewer members than most private organisations. Gaining access to this oasis of depravity, indulgence and carnal desire was painstakingly difficult, even for those limited number of outsiders that had heard about our little secret and had cared enough to seek us out, make contact and inquire about membership. More often than not, they would be denied entry, never once becoming aware of our location. Security certainly run a tight ship, after all that's what we are paying for. Only those with connections were up for consideration by the board. Sitting members all voted on who gets in, and who stays out in the cold. If you get the nod, you'll hear back from us soon enough with instructions, and a very strict NDA. Our privacy is our priority. 

But who are "we"?

Well, we are you. The middle management office worker, the courthouse clerk, the intern at the DAs office, a club owner, a cashier. Regular people, all with something much alike in common. We had lives we wished to keep intact, but sex lives that would put us all in jeopardy. Obviously absolutely nothing illegal. We take utmost care in that regard, but morally reprehensible? To be sure. Some were married, others "devout followers" of their Gods. Whatever the outside conditions may be for the individual, in here they could be who they always desired to be, to lay with who they belong with. An escape from the dreary normality of life, a life that was nothing but a thin veneer concealing the real us. 

Friday's were everyone's best friend. The end of the week, the dawn of the weekend. Which probably went some way to explaining why time seemed to go dragging by by the mid-afternoon. My polished nails wrapped repeatedly against the hardwood surface of my desk, as if attempting to beat back the boredom and anticipation of the evening that awaited me. My stays at the Rubicon were often an all weekend affair and it wasn't unusual to find myself only leaving in the early hours of Monday morning so I could drag my aching body back into the office.An exasperated sigh escaped through my lips as I dared to glance up at the clock up at the wall of my private office. Being the site's head of accounting did come with it's benefits.

4:55pm

That'll do it for me. My slender fingers slipping into my waistband to adjust the harnesses of the lingerie set I'm wearing beneath my business attire. Almost every Friday morning I dressed ready for the long night ahead of me, this meant I could head straight to the Rubicon from the office without delay. Today was no exception. Something important is happening. 

Just before I closed the lid on my laptop, I take one last look at the membership application I had personally approved a couple of weeks ago. My eyes lingering on your face for a few seconds, before the corners of my lips curled into a smirk. This would be your first time attending the club since your approval. The payment for membership had cleared, and you were now granted full access.You'd pulled a few strings to get in, going as far as mentioning me by name. 

That was the most intriguing part, as I haven't a clue who you are. Butterflies circled in my stomach. Who was this mystery person? How did he know who I was, and what I was involved in? 

I couldn't wait to find out.

Hey! If you've read this far, I want to say thank you for your interest!

My name is Alexi, I'm a 20FB and as you can see, I like detail, and writing in length. As such I'm looking for a partner with an equal or almost equal desire to match my output and enthusiasm, every reply does not have to be War and Peace, but I do like the effort. With that out of the way, I'm looking for a dom to come and make me his or hers bitch.

I am open to discussing the scenario and our roles further, as I love making sure we're on the same page and happy! I'm also open to your ideas and kinks, so don't be shy!

My kinks are: Humiliation, Degradation, Race Play ( 🖤BBC ONLY🖤) noncon/dubcon, Cock/Ball worshipping, deepthroating/throatfucking, sloppy sensual blowjobs, monsters/beasts, fantasty/Sci-Fi, excessive cum, gaping, stomach bulges, passionate kissing, hair pulling, choking, being spat on/in, spanking/slapping, creampies, facials, mindbreaking, corruption, pet play, name calling, pet names, ddlg, brat correction, height/size difference, age gaps (older partners) sweat, aftercare, spit play, cheating, body markings.

Not all kinks have to be included but they are there for your consideration!

If you're interested, do not hesitate to reach out! Do not come with one liners please, you will not get a reply. Thanks!