u/Time-Extension-7106

As the title say I am looking for a mistress. Since I am a uni student paying for these service is really hard to with my budget so if anyone wants a sissy for free. I don't mind any humiliation you task I will try to complete it, I like satisfying others dom desires. So if anyones there hit me up even guys is fine.

Idk I started out teaching sissy prone and like humiliating then for it recently while still being a sub. I mean I like getting dominated but like a dom which was humilating me ( I loved it) but then later he started asking for my moms insta and all to show my loyalty (I did really disgusting things for him too just to please him fk you dom guy ). But yea ever since that I didn't really hate being dominated more like pushed it away from from it.

Then idk but I started doing few dom stuff not fully but a little and I kind of loved it. So does that count as switch or just delusions

Are there like no female dom/ mistress who do it for like the love of the game. Like I get that earning money while doing is great but like I have seen a lot who are not really dom but just do it to get money and since most sissy are willing to pay to be dominated. I may be wrong but I feel like there are a lot of fakes, I mean I not blaming them it probably is a good business cuz sissy will pay to be humiliated.

I sometimes switch and dom sissy too and I love it and gets me excited to humilate them. Same things with guy dom too they to want money or something, a guy was asking for my moms insta also like are you here to find girls or what. Idk this might be just me but I feel there is very less real dom in most subreddits

I mean there are a lot of dom here right but they take money for it I get that but when you are broke it’s so hard. Even guys take money. I mean I switch time to time and I love being dom and humiliating smaller sissy a lot for my desire.

And i meet a guy who does not and he humilates me to the core and I love it but he is asking for my moms insta and pic saying this is proof of trust we should have. Here I am scared to post a pic of myself thinking I will be found out and he is asking for my moms insta

It has just be like what 4 days or so I got into Sph but I have never felt this much as a sissy. I have been kind of addicted to it ever chance I got i was listening to Sph and even listened to it in public which I never thought I would. Being a sissy is just a hobby of mine but damn I wanted to throw away my life and get into it. Even when I was on a walk on crowded places I would be listening to it like it was normal.
I am scared about my dating life now but I can’t help it.

Like I tried putting the dildo below me and squat down and up but my legs gave out way too tiring and I love missionary but since I can't sissygasm yet so I can't cum that way. So I was wondering what so u all do ?

I live in a hostel with 1 roommate (all boys hostel) and currently at home with parents. I didn't really think I needed a dildo I would use a hairbrush and other stuff but recently I would like to have one so if I buy it where do u all hide it and should I leave it at home cuz it's risky taking it hostel as sometime there are room checks but it's risk leave it here too so I don't no if I should buy it