I’ll be taking my earrings out and just hold them in my palm for a second instead of putting them down, like I’m not ready to fully wind down yet. Just sitting there, letting everything from the day settle before I move again. Then I’ll throw on Chlöe or SiR, and sometimes I’ll mix in a little Teddy Pendergrass… that’s when everything actually starts to feel calm.
I’m not really into forcing things or making something happen just because. I like when it builds naturally and you can feel where it’s going without needing to explain it. But I’m not just sitting back either… I like being able to shift things a little, just quietly. I notice small details, and I like when someone can just relax instead of trying too hard.
And I’m gonna be real with you… I like that kind of quiet energy where nothing needs to be said. Like I can just pull you in a little, keep things exactly how I want them, and you just go with it. Being behind you, setting the pace without making it obvious. It’s calm, but it carries something.
Random but I’ve been into ice cream like passionfruitmangovanillacreamswirl darkchocolateespressohazelnutfudge strawberrycoconutmapledrizzle toastedpecancaramelpralinecrunch. And animmmee I’ve been watching Samurai Champloo, Mushishi, and Death Parade. When my head gets too full I’ll sketch a little, nothing serious. Food wise I keep going back to chicken shawarma wrap, spicy tuna poke bowl, and a good grilled filet mignon.
And yeah… you already know, after getting cheattedd it’s like I read everything differently now. Little shifts stand out way more and I don’t ignore them anymore. I don’t open up the same way either… but when something’s real, you feel it without me having to say anything.
I love having a man I can use my strap on with