I'll admit it, I'm not talking from personal experience, since I currently live in an environment that doesn't give me much freedom (I'm 20, so, you know, a young adult, still live with my parents, thought I think I'm really close to moving out), but that doesn't mean I can't have my thoughts, feelings and ideas about those things.
I am really interested into the idea of finding men who are interested into breaking and feminizing me with some sort of training to the point of making every little thing perfectly feminine, like, always walk like a woman, talk like one (everything about how I talk, such as my voice itself, the words I use and etc), dress like one, moan like one, feel like one, just, you know, completely unable to do anything in any way that isn't 100% feminine, and I was considering using some sort of vibrator or some kind of punishment as a "motivation" for the times I end up failing on my tasks. Is there any way I can do that sort of thing possible? If there is, any advices you all can give me?
And about chastity cages, what really makes me interested about them is that I see it as a way of "forcing me" into just being a bottom, like, "you're unable to use your dick, guess you'll have to take one then" and also to make it really clear that only the man of the house can have the privilege of proudly showing his dick and using it, while me, the slut, will have to stay caged and do my role as a good girl and only take that dick. That also makes me interested on the idea of making my cock as useless as possible, such as making it flaccid and really small, as well as, you know, like I said, caged as well. Is this the overall you all have, or is that just something a bit more specific about me? I'm not an expert on how people who are into the sissy or the chastity cage world are really like lol
But to be fairly honest, I plan to do it all mostly as a sexual roleplay, I don't plan to be that much submissive when I don't feel like it, not sure if it works like that for you all as well.