Some evenings I’ll walk in and just sit on the edge of my bed and let the room stay quiet for a second before I even move. I don’t turn anything on yet, I just let everything from the day unwind on its own. That pause helps me reset. After a bit I’ll put on Amaarae or JMSN low in the background and ease into my space.
I don’t rush things or try to force anything. I like when it builds naturally and you can feel where it’s going without needing to explain it. But I’m not just there either. I like being able to shift how things move, just in a quieter way. I like men who don’t feel like they have to take over everything… the ones who can relax and just be there.
And yeah… I like being behind you. I like seeing that moment where you stop holding everything together and just let yourself soften. There’s something about you bent forward like that, not trying to stay in charge, while I’m the one guiding everything without saying much. It’s subtle, but it says everything.
I like ccooookkkkiiieeessss mangovanillacaramelcream darkchocolateberryhazelnutcrunch coconutmaplehoneyglaze toastedpecanbutterdrizzle. I’m into animmmee like Belladonna of Sadness and The Tatami Galaxy. I sketch when my thoughts feel crowded, and food wise I usually go back to lamb kebab platter shrimp tempura roll and grilled filet mignon.
Being cheattedd changed how I move with people. I notice small things quicker now and I don’t ignore them. I don’t open up the same way I used to… but if it feels right, you’ll see that side of me.
me personally I love having a man who lets me use my strap on him and lets me explore his body as if it were my own I really love that power