Hey everyone, I am a 21 yro colege student,
I am kinda tired of myself, I couldn't fight myself, I don't have any spirit left to change myself...
Lemme get to the point... at the age of 19, I felt this strange weakness against men, Whenever I face/see a confident man, I instantly go numb on my knees, that's when I realized I am attracted to men
From then I lost my confidence, mental strength and physique...
Rn i am 21, soft physique and mentally weak guy, my college is ending in 1 month but I am not ready to face the brutal reality, I am too weak for it.... I tried to change myself, started training on my physique and mental health, tried to divert my focus from getting attracted to diks and men.... but I lost, I couldn't win this, I lost
I need help to face the reality with confidence