[F4F] Ruin my life not just my body
I want a VERY dark scene this time, this one is not for the faint hearted. I hope you’re into my kind of darkness, if so don’t hesitate to write to me. But if you do please put in just a little effort ”Hey” won’t cut it.
I’m 22 shy naïve, and way too trusting. I’ve always been the “good girl”, eager to please,naturally submissive. You’re in your 30s confident, imteligent, and cruel. You don't tell yourself you're a nice person you know you're a sadistic manipulative bitch. Nothing gets you wetter than taking a girl like me, young, beautiful and full of life, and destroying her methodically for your own pleasure.
I want this to start slow, maybe we meet at a bar near my colege, one of your favourite hunting grounds. You're charming and I fall for you quickly but pretty soon you start to test me, see how much I will put up with. Negging me, giving me backhanded compliments, some relevant criticising evolves into gaslighting and mental abuse over the following weeks.
But even that gets boring for you even after I move in with you and you repeatedly threatens to beak up with me to make me accept worse and worse things. You disguise them as kinks when they are more or less domestic abuse.
Your end game is for me to accept whatever you want without question, that I become completly dependant on you, Dropped out of colege, my sexuality posted online, estranged from my friends and family, addicted to you, severe eating disorders, shattered seld-esteem and beoken mind, whores out ans shared. You no longer show me any kind of love or pretense of being nice or even a decent human towards me. You just get off of my suffering and you've made me addicted to it.
The final step is I want you to leave me, kick me out, make me homeless. Maybe you check up on me from time to time just to see how my life is falling appart and to get your kicks from seeing it.