u/True_Tap221

This is coming from someone who loves and misses it but

It starts out great. The love bombing phase is stronger than anything you have experienced, your dopamine is still healthy and its flowing at full force like the most perfect feeling of bliss and alignment youve ever imagined, on demand.

Over time, it takes your memory, your physical health, your sanity, and youll go back trying to get those early days back but itll just beat you harder each time you try.