[F4A] Sharing and playing a dark but arousing memory
Hi everyone.
I've done this a few days ago so I'm sure this posting looks familiar. Doing this makes me feel so darkly aroused, warm and ashamed so I wanted to do it again. Do what? Share something rather dark that occurred a long time ago and maybe role play with the right partner something similar to it.
I've recovered / healed, even went to therapy, but when I am in a dark mood (or drinking), reliving what happened arouses me like nothing else can. So I don't mind sharing the memory at all, nor do I get upset if/when people get off on it.
I know many have had something dark happen as well, but I'm not really looking to listen or play your story. If you reach out wanting only to share your story, I'm not interested. Sorry. I'm sure there are plenty out there wanting to hear your's.
In short, I wouldn't mind sharing my memory with those interested and maybe roleplaying about it if we click well. But please, do not reach out if your goal is to "save me" or if you think I need to "get it out," to help me. I'm not a victim needing help, simply a person reliving a rather arousing yet confusing memory. Don't reach out as if you are doing me a favor please.
It's nice to (hopefully) meet you!
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