u/Unfair_Intention_465

So hey guys I am vers bottom guy and wanna be sissy and want to do crossdressing and I am dark skin tone guy and I have my own place and wants to have hardcore sex where I want to moan and take cum shot on my face and drink all the cum , but scared of doing that and because I am not confident and not trying it and I want to build a long relationship but not finding it or in the last moment I changed my mind but because of that I never find anyone and you know what my skin is soft and big ass, thick thighs and soft boobs and love shave my full legs but scared of this glory gay sex that I will let be not satisfying someone or feel shame for if he laughed on me aur us it blackmailed so I don't know pls help me 😭😭